actually ak nak cantik2 kn blog ak.. tp xble.. bkn sbb ak x reti yee.. ermm ok fine, ak x reti skit2 ... heheheh.. but ad huge problem drpd tu.. ak xtaula internet ak slow ke or watever but bile ak click design tu die loading.. loading....n loading... n loading... loading lagi dan lagi loading..
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xde gmba pape...
dem.. ;(
uhuuuuu~~ xpela.. nnti ak try lagi.. nk g mkn ngn mama ;) tata!
Friday, April 8, 2011
my battery is low. help~
ok..2day, rase nk mencarik keje.. stelah hampir seminggu daripada failed dgn mas.. barula ade smgt nk bgn balik duk tgk2 jobstreet n jobsmalaysia n other website yg sewaktu dgnnye... tp duk carik2.. ak rase cam.. semngat smkn lama smkin low.. mcm bateri tesco value yg kompem xkn bertahan lama tu.. sry tesco, x smena2 ko disalahkn.. tp mmg kan, ko kan mura, mesti ko xkn thn lama mcm energizer tu..
ak try mencari answer n try to boost back my spirirts.. ak cuba.....
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tp gagal..
hurm~ ak ase maybe sbb job yg b4 nie ak betul2 nk sgt.. dat is my passion.. nape dorg reject ak..? dlm 5 org interview..2 aje yg terpilih.. sgt x adil.. mase interview tu semua guys ak sorg je gurl.. uhuu~ xde quota untuk gurl ke... selit2 la ak sorg... i wan dat job since i was young.. how could u do this to me.. T.T
n now skrg, dukla tgk2 jawatankosong apela yg sesuai..n based on my qualification, ak kene apply mcm qc/rnd/chemist n ape tah based on biotechnology degree... dem, ak xnk keje cmtu... ak pun xtau nape at the 1st place ak amik course nie.. ;'( bodonye~~~
last2... ak x apply satu pun~ xtau.. ak cam ilang arah.. ak duk tgk2 resume n certs yg ak photostat n binding smpi kene hampir rm40.. ye, ak binding sume tu eventho ak kering gle skunk nie tp i dun care, cz smlm ak smgt..ak nk keje.. ak xnk duk ruma aje.. my mom n my sis need me.. tp skrg, ak lost... keje mane yg ak nk apply eh.. ;( ;( y life is so difficult huh..
hate it.
p/s: i wish if i could turn back time...
ak try mencari answer n try to boost back my spirirts.. ak cuba.....
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tp gagal..
hurm~ ak ase maybe sbb job yg b4 nie ak betul2 nk sgt.. dat is my passion.. nape dorg reject ak..? dlm 5 org interview..2 aje yg terpilih.. sgt x adil.. mase interview tu semua guys ak sorg je gurl.. uhuu~ xde quota untuk gurl ke... selit2 la ak sorg... i wan dat job since i was young.. how could u do this to me.. T.T
n now skrg, dukla tgk2 jawatankosong apela yg sesuai..n based on my qualification, ak kene apply mcm qc/rnd/chemist n ape tah based on biotechnology degree... dem, ak xnk keje cmtu... ak pun xtau nape at the 1st place ak amik course nie.. ;'( bodonye~~~
last2... ak x apply satu pun~ xtau.. ak cam ilang arah.. ak duk tgk2 resume n certs yg ak photostat n binding smpi kene hampir rm40.. ye, ak binding sume tu eventho ak kering gle skunk nie tp i dun care, cz smlm ak smgt..ak nk keje.. ak xnk duk ruma aje.. my mom n my sis need me.. tp skrg, ak lost... keje mane yg ak nk apply eh.. ;( ;( y life is so difficult huh..
hate it.
p/s: i wish if i could turn back time...
job searching....... again!!!
ok ... ak nk gak share psl nie... job searching. ouh~ hate this.. actually after ak dah ditamatkn ctrc untuk temporary teacher tu.. stakat nie ak dah g 4 interview,,, ok EMPAT~~ now is april olreadi.. so 4 interviews in 4 months la.. satu bulan satu literally... n semuanya GAGAL!!!! yeah.. wat a loser.. uhuu ;( eh jap.. xla sume gagal.. ak lulus 1 interview nie.. tp ak reject.. okie dats is totally loser kannnn... aih~~~ tp nk wat cmne.. life must goes on~ so meh ak bawak korg ke interview journey ak.. huhu
KPLI
okie.. KPLI merupakan satu highway la nk jadi permenant teacher.. ak apply bende nie.. n dorg pggil test... ade 4 sets of tests... english, quantitative ( maths), analitikal n verbal (hate this 1.. soalan die mmg merepek x tentu psl n belit2) n INSAK ( nie mcm profiling test lebey kurang).. n 4 the record, ak lulus ;) x caye gile tyme tu.. cz yg lulus mmg tersangat la sikit candidatenye.. so.. i am genius!! wahahah.. tp genius ak tu xla smpi ke mane.. uhuu dorg pggil interview n ak failed that tyme... nangis gak ar after failed tu.. n tyme interview tu dorg ade group interview.. yg nie mmg suck abis.. mase kitorg sume duk senyap sbb dah habis point nk ckp ape.. ad sorg candidate tu siap ckp "ok guys.. lets stand up n we do some exercises" ak cam... huh WTF?? hahaha.. yela... xpenah2 go interview siap suh wat exercise.. tp candidate nie mencadangkn untuk berbuat demikian.. so sekor2 pun berdiri.. belum sempat nk lompat bintang pejadah tu sume, interviewer tu ckp "nvm u can dismiss now ;)" haha.. tp candidate tu dpt... yela jadi cikgu.. bole kot wat cmtu.. kalo untuk jawatan executives ke manager ke.. jgn la korg wat cmtu.. agak pelik ye x ;p
APPETON
appeton ooo appeton~~ okie name je appeton.. tp company nie agak kedekut mcm haji bakhil.. ok ok stop~~ lek dulu.. kalo member mr.A ak salu ckp "sap rokok lu".. hehe... ok long story short nape ak ckp die haji bakhil.. cz interview die sgt2la tahpape... mule2 kene isi borang.. den kene buat karangan psl company die yg tahpape tu...karangan yee esei okie...in english .. after dat kene la jawab beberapa soklan psl microbiology.. cth: define steam sterilization..; what is HEPA? ; n etc etc.. borink kan.. den after jawab yg tahpape tu... its tyme to 1 in 1 interview.. heheheh. mcm2 la die tnye psl fermentation la.. mcamane reaction chlorin dlm swimming pool,, n yg xde kene mngena dgn vitamin lgsung.. agak cilake disitu.. ye x.. tp ak jawab dgn penuh kejujuran cz seyes shiet ak dah lupe byk mende smpikan die ckp " ouh, u r kind of person that only study 4 the exams n after the exams u 4get olready?" haha... den ak pun "yeah.. i think its true" ngeng! tapi ak xtau la miracle mane dtg.. ak diterima!!! keje sbtu ahad.. n everyday mostly balik kul 9pm!! tp gaji rm1.6.. rm 1.6 seyhhhhh... wth... interview die punyela mcm gaji 10 k.. ak rase si labu labi servant haji bakhil pun x kene keje n dibayar cmnie kan... at least, dorg keje best wooo.. ble cuci2 mate n siap nyanyi lagu ngn anak dara hj bakhil tu.. ;(
kla, ak ase ak nk stop sini.. ak trgkan 2 nie dulu... lagi 2 akn menyusul kemudian... knape? cz ak cam sedey plak menulis kenangan silam nie.. hahas! poyos.. tp.. tahla yg the latest tu mmg ak ngis kaw2..n till now, x semngat lagi nk carik keje.. huhu sedey kan.. kla~ esok br cite psl sumitomo n my dream job.. coming soon ;) daa~
KPLI
okie.. KPLI merupakan satu highway la nk jadi permenant teacher.. ak apply bende nie.. n dorg pggil test... ade 4 sets of tests... english, quantitative ( maths), analitikal n verbal (hate this 1.. soalan die mmg merepek x tentu psl n belit2) n INSAK ( nie mcm profiling test lebey kurang).. n 4 the record, ak lulus ;) x caye gile tyme tu.. cz yg lulus mmg tersangat la sikit candidatenye.. so.. i am genius!! wahahah.. tp genius ak tu xla smpi ke mane.. uhuu dorg pggil interview n ak failed that tyme... nangis gak ar after failed tu.. n tyme interview tu dorg ade group interview.. yg nie mmg suck abis.. mase kitorg sume duk senyap sbb dah habis point nk ckp ape.. ad sorg candidate tu siap ckp "ok guys.. lets stand up n we do some exercises" ak cam... huh WTF?? hahaha.. yela... xpenah2 go interview siap suh wat exercise.. tp candidate nie mencadangkn untuk berbuat demikian.. so sekor2 pun berdiri.. belum sempat nk lompat bintang pejadah tu sume, interviewer tu ckp "nvm u can dismiss now ;)" haha.. tp candidate tu dpt... yela jadi cikgu.. bole kot wat cmtu.. kalo untuk jawatan executives ke manager ke.. jgn la korg wat cmtu.. agak pelik ye x ;p
APPETON
appeton ooo appeton~~ okie name je appeton.. tp company nie agak kedekut mcm haji bakhil.. ok ok stop~~ lek dulu.. kalo member mr.A ak salu ckp "sap rokok lu".. hehe... ok long story short nape ak ckp die haji bakhil.. cz interview die sgt2la tahpape... mule2 kene isi borang.. den kene buat karangan psl company die yg tahpape tu...karangan yee esei okie...in english .. after dat kene la jawab beberapa soklan psl microbiology.. cth: define steam sterilization..; what is HEPA? ; n etc etc.. borink kan.. den after jawab yg tahpape tu... its tyme to 1 in 1 interview.. heheheh. mcm2 la die tnye psl fermentation la.. mcamane reaction chlorin dlm swimming pool,, n yg xde kene mngena dgn vitamin lgsung.. agak cilake disitu.. ye x.. tp ak jawab dgn penuh kejujuran cz seyes shiet ak dah lupe byk mende smpikan die ckp " ouh, u r kind of person that only study 4 the exams n after the exams u 4get olready?" haha... den ak pun "yeah.. i think its true" ngeng! tapi ak xtau la miracle mane dtg.. ak diterima!!! keje sbtu ahad.. n everyday mostly balik kul 9pm!! tp gaji rm1.6.. rm 1.6 seyhhhhh... wth... interview die punyela mcm gaji 10 k.. ak rase si labu labi servant haji bakhil pun x kene keje n dibayar cmnie kan... at least, dorg keje best wooo.. ble cuci2 mate n siap nyanyi lagu ngn anak dara hj bakhil tu.. ;(
kla, ak ase ak nk stop sini.. ak trgkan 2 nie dulu... lagi 2 akn menyusul kemudian... knape? cz ak cam sedey plak menulis kenangan silam nie.. hahas! poyos.. tp.. tahla yg the latest tu mmg ak ngis kaw2..n till now, x semngat lagi nk carik keje.. huhu sedey kan.. kla~ esok br cite psl sumitomo n my dream job.. coming soon ;) daa~
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
im back~!!!
ok.. im here~~~!! jeng jeng jeng... !! 1st of all... alhamdulillah.. ak hidup lagi kan ;) heheh... its been almost.. ok.. 2 years x update blog... what??? 2 YEARS??? 2 FUCKING YEARS!! omg, time flies so fast kan!! pejam celik pejam celik <-- arwah nenek ak salu ckp cmnie.. hehehe.. dah 2 tahun... so, byk ke perkare yg mnarik spnjg tahun 2011 n 2011 nie...??? ok lets me refresh~~~~*sambil menutup mate dan type* ;p;p
Size n bentuk badan ;)
- sambil meneliti badan sendiri.. erm how's eh.. ok.. 1st of all.. syukur sume cukup sifat lagi...;) berat ak still sama.. xkurus pun itu yg ak realized.. heheh.. n tggi pun cmnie kot.. cuma.. ok, ade perubahan ak rase kat riak wajah ak tahun nie . ade sedikit kedutan di dahi.. ah~ need botox!! hahahs.. tp seyesly, these 2 years.. ak berdepan dgn byk dugaan.. ok tu next post k.. ak cite kemudian ;)NEXT~~
kerjaya~~~
ok hate this thingy... kalaula ble jadi children balik~~~ ak sggup blaja abc smpi muntah2 pun xpe.. haha.. kdg2 rase nk pesan dkt tinkerbell n peterpan( bkn peterpan yg buat pornografi tu yeee.. isk buat malu melayu aje..huh) culikla ak pegi neverland cz org kat sane kan xkan menjadi tua so xyahla nk risau masalah2 org dewase seperti membayar bil, ptptn dan sebagainye huhu
ok, ak dpt 1st job ak on 1st march 2010.. ak jadi CIKGU~ yeah~ ak jadi tenage pengajar mengajar generasi masa kini~~ washeh..muliakan.. tapi contract aje tu
.. setahun... so smpi end of december 2010..
smpilah skerang hidup ak x berubah.. mnjadi penganggur terhormat sekali lagi.. rase nk ngis.. tapi xpe.. we must be optimist kan ;)
kawen??
jeng jeng jeng.. heheheh.. ok nie jauh dari api kot.. terlintas nk kawen.. sapela yg xnak kawen kan.. haha.. pki cantik2... g photoshoot sane sini mcm membe ak fak n misah tu ;p;p glamorkot.. n dapat baby comei ;) ak suke baby.. tapi kurg suke kanak2.. hahas... ;p;p ok wat 2 say, xde jodoh lagi.. mr.A is a workaholic.. n ak plak..work-search-holic.. so agak x kenela nk kawen skrg.. yela... nk kawen igt senang ke?? susah woo... kalo ak ade share dgn lim goh tong ke.. skrg gak ak kawen.. tp i am nobody ;( wuwuwu.. so kene carik keje dulu.. dpt duit..smbil mbyr ptptn.. menabung... da cukup baru kawen.. n ckp psl cukup.. ofkosla x kan cukup2 kan.. n ak target at least ak leh menyumbang 50% duit ak sendiri utk kawen pun kire ok la bai ;)
tu je kot yg ble ak update.. ye, tetibe realised yg my life is so boring lately.. ;( tp xpe.. lately aje.. cz yela penganggur.. tanyela sape2 yg penganggur mesti borink dorg ckp punye.. kalo sape2 ckp best gile menganggur ooo.. meh bawak jmpe ak ak sepak montot dier laju2.. pemalas duk habiskan beras mak dier aje.. hehehe.. ;p;p nnti ak post psl experience ak jadi teacher eh.. ;) ak look forward nk share cz its was a great memories n experienced for me ;) ok chow.!
Size n bentuk badan ;)
- sambil meneliti badan sendiri.. erm how's eh.. ok.. 1st of all.. syukur sume cukup sifat lagi...;) berat ak still sama.. xkurus pun itu yg ak realized.. heheh.. n tggi pun cmnie kot.. cuma.. ok, ade perubahan ak rase kat riak wajah ak tahun nie . ade sedikit kedutan di dahi.. ah~ need botox!! hahahs.. tp seyesly, these 2 years.. ak berdepan dgn byk dugaan.. ok tu next post k.. ak cite kemudian ;)NEXT~~
kerjaya~~~
ok hate this thingy... kalaula ble jadi children balik~~~ ak sggup blaja abc smpi muntah2 pun xpe.. haha.. kdg2 rase nk pesan dkt tinkerbell n peterpan( bkn peterpan yg buat pornografi tu yeee.. isk buat malu melayu aje..huh) culikla ak pegi neverland cz org kat sane kan xkan menjadi tua so xyahla nk risau masalah2 org dewase seperti membayar bil, ptptn dan sebagainye huhu
ok, ak dpt 1st job ak on 1st march 2010.. ak jadi CIKGU~ yeah~ ak jadi tenage pengajar mengajar generasi masa kini~~ washeh..muliakan.. tapi contract aje tu
.. setahun... so smpi end of december 2010..
smpilah skerang hidup ak x berubah.. mnjadi penganggur terhormat sekali lagi.. rase nk ngis.. tapi xpe.. we must be optimist kan ;)
kawen??
jeng jeng jeng.. heheheh.. ok nie jauh dari api kot.. terlintas nk kawen.. sapela yg xnak kawen kan.. haha.. pki cantik2... g photoshoot sane sini mcm membe ak fak n misah tu ;p;p glamorkot.. n dapat baby comei ;) ak suke baby.. tapi kurg suke kanak2.. hahas... ;p;p ok wat 2 say, xde jodoh lagi.. mr.A is a workaholic.. n ak plak..work-search-holic.. so agak x kenela nk kawen skrg.. yela... nk kawen igt senang ke?? susah woo... kalo ak ade share dgn lim goh tong ke.. skrg gak ak kawen.. tp i am nobody ;( wuwuwu.. so kene carik keje dulu.. dpt duit..smbil mbyr ptptn.. menabung... da cukup baru kawen.. n ckp psl cukup.. ofkosla x kan cukup2 kan.. n ak target at least ak leh menyumbang 50% duit ak sendiri utk kawen pun kire ok la bai ;)
tu je kot yg ble ak update.. ye, tetibe realised yg my life is so boring lately.. ;( tp xpe.. lately aje.. cz yela penganggur.. tanyela sape2 yg penganggur mesti borink dorg ckp punye.. kalo sape2 ckp best gile menganggur ooo.. meh bawak jmpe ak ak sepak montot dier laju2.. pemalas duk habiskan beras mak dier aje.. hehehe.. ;p;p nnti ak post psl experience ak jadi teacher eh.. ;) ak look forward nk share cz its was a great memories n experienced for me ;) ok chow.!
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