my battery is low. help~

ok..2day, rase nk mencarik keje.. stelah hampir seminggu daripada failed dgn mas.. barula ade smgt nk bgn balik duk tgk2 jobstreet n jobsmalaysia n other website yg sewaktu dgnnye... tp duk carik2.. ak rase cam.. semngat smkn lama smkin low.. mcm bateri tesco value yg kompem xkn bertahan lama tu.. sry tesco,  x smena2 ko disalahkn.. tp mmg kan, ko kan mura, mesti ko xkn thn lama mcm energizer tu..

ak try mencari answer n try to boost back my spirirts.. ak cuba.....
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tp gagal..
hurm~ ak ase maybe sbb job yg b4 nie ak betul2 nk sgt.. dat is my passion.. nape dorg reject ak..? dlm 5 org interview..2 aje yg terpilih.. sgt x adil.. mase interview tu semua guys ak sorg je gurl.. uhuu~ xde quota untuk gurl ke... selit2 la ak sorg... i wan dat job since i was young.. how could u do this to me.. T.T

n now skrg, dukla tgk2 jawatankosong apela yg sesuai..n based on my qualification, ak kene apply mcm qc/rnd/chemist n ape tah based on biotechnology degree... dem, ak xnk keje cmtu... ak pun xtau nape at the 1st place ak amik course nie.. ;'(  bodonye~~~

last2... ak x apply satu pun~ xtau.. ak cam ilang arah.. ak duk tgk2 resume n certs yg ak photostat n binding smpi kene hampir rm40.. ye, ak binding sume tu eventho ak kering gle skunk nie tp i dun care, cz smlm ak smgt..ak nk keje.. ak xnk duk ruma aje.. my mom n my sis need me.. tp skrg, ak  lost... keje mane yg ak nk apply eh.. ;( ;( y life is so difficult huh..

hate it.

p/s: i wish if i could turn back time...